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Thursday, January 7, 2010
+++ To acquire knowledge, one must study.To acquire wisdom one must observe. +++
It's time to study. No more playing, no more spending my time with all of those sh*t (such as watching dvd or television, online, texting, listening to the music, laying on the bed, bla bla bla). Time is money, and I don't have much time to prepare myself for all of this test that I'll face soon. The time is SHORT. It's only 79 DAYS left until National Exam. Look at the schedule :
1-4 February : 1st Try Out from Diknas
8-11 February : 2nd Try Out from MKKS
2-12 February : 1st examinaton weeks
1-4 March : 3nd Try Out from Diknas
12-23 March : 2nd examinaton weeks
19-20 March : final examination
29 March-04 April : NATIONAL EXAM
5-10 April : practice exam
12-16 April : school exam
and for the freedom
21 April : Kartini's Day Celebration
22-26 April: FAREWELL
See? I don't have much time, I must study hard. I just got around 23 days until the 'war' started. I don't want to get bad results again as same as when I was on 6th grade, 3 years ago. I got really really pathetic scores for all of my national, practice and school exam, and the situation was, I was only an elementary student. Yeah, elementary! The test must be really really easy, but what did I get ?! SUCKS! Geez, really, I dont want it happen again to me. I must evoke, prove to universe that I can, and I can get the best for me. I don't want people judge me just another 'text book' smart girl, an ordinary student, a dork, a 'fake' high school president, a 'fake' department of the smartest girl in school, bla bla bla. I'm sure I can do this, better than I expected before. That's why I must study. Later, if I'm in Sinlui, I wanna compete, I don't want to be a loser, a dork, a 'not so smart' one, and sure, I wanna be the best of all of the best. Ya, I know, it sounds crazy, because ya'll know that Sinlui is the most discipline and the hardest school among Surabaya, but I'll do my best, I'll try harder, and I'm sure God will show me the way. Eventhough, honestly, I feel doubt with my ability, I'm afraid of all of the test that I'll face soon, I'm afraid that I'll (maybe) get bad results, I'm afraid that I'll lose scores with my friends, ok, I'm really doubtful. I'm telling you the truth! I know that nobody's perfect, so do I, and people must do their best to get the best result too~ And yeah, that's what I'm willing about, try harder, do the best, and see the result, if it doesn't satisfy me, that's ok, failed means the beginning of success, so I'll do better next day. Ya, eventhough (I'm so honest right ?!=p) I say all of this, pray, willing, but in fact, I can't manage my time well, so my time to study is decreased. Ahh, God, give me more power to face all of this. I'm so nervous God! Seyakin-yakin-nya gw, I still have a little piece of doubt there deep inside my heart. So, make me stronger God, please~ I'm not sure that I can do all of this by myself, I need your help, I need you to show me the way. And yeah of course, I need all of people who care about me, support me, and pray for me. That's the best formula that can makes me stronger than ever to face all of this.
--- You take a text, you explore it, you enter it with all your heart and all your mind. ---I'm so nervous. Really really nervous. Why ? Because of Sinlui. I have sent my form and sheaf to them, waiting for the announciation. Will I pass it ?! Will I be one of the Sinlui's students ?! Ya, I'm waiting for it now, and it'll be announced on 11th January 2010, this Monday, 3 days again. And, another one, the Petra 1 Test, eventhough If I pass the Sinlui's with my education's achievement (it's going harder and harder, a lot of smart people were joined, compete each other, and I'm sure, I can beat them, eventhough some of them were the winner of an science olympic, bla bla bla), and have paid for it, and later I'll test at P1, I'm not sure that I'll pass P1 test (apalagi masuk?! =p). Ya eventhough, I confused about the transportation and time, that won't be a matter for me, Sinlui, here I come! hahaha. Wish me luck ya everybody! :)
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Another options for senior high school ? No! I prefer not to school if I can't go to Sinlui or Petra 1. That's my only option. That's all, no need the rest. Hahaha, frateran, santa maria, NO! Hahaha.
*** Study as if you have not reached your goal - hold it as if you were afraid of losing what you have. ***
Study is boring. I'm sure all of you who are reading my blog right now have the same opinion as I am. Right ?! No one likes study. Study is sucks, but for the future, that's the most important thing that you'll receive for your career and succesful. You must study, if you want to be a success person on the future. If you want to be a doctor, then you should study hard, go to college everyday, study well there, and graduate with the best achievement. That's all. Study is boring yet important to do. You must realize it asap, throw away your laziness, start study harder, and I'm sure you'll get the best result for yourself. Now we talk about future. Future, we can't get enough of future. We don't know what will we do, what will we get on the future. Future like a big question for us. What will our future be ? Are we going to be a doctor, or are we going to be a beggar ?! That's your decision, start from now, you choose. No one can determine your future, you decide it, you choose it, you start it, and you end it. That's the circle of life. Now, we're rich, but maybe tomorrow we're poor. So, the best thing that you can do right now (or until you death) is be a better person, care to people, loving, studying more, and more.
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Ok, that's all for today, thanks for listening to my UNEG2, and just for information, that I'll seldom blogging, because I'll study fewer than before. So, see ya on my next post, wish you get a great day! Chao! ;)
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